That's when I close my eyes

Sometimes I don't like living in the present. I tend to dream alot about the future and pretend it's beautiful and everything I've ever wished for.
A beautiful house in a beautiful setting, hopefully near a forest where there's alot of nature. I can visualise the house interior room by room, I can also visualise me sitting in front of an open fire with my future husband, drinking some wine and cuddling after we've put our beautiful children to sleep. I can even see a couple of dogs running around being cute, taking naps everywhere and eating almost anything.

I hope to have all this, eventually.
It's hard to live in the now when you have such a perfect future planned out further along.
I guess I have to do my best to stay present.