Eleazar Beauregard

I'm back (from the dead - no, not really.)

Things are changing. It's getting brighter and brighter outside by every day that passes and soon I'll be on my way to Serbia - I can't wait.
Oh btw, I just told you that things are changing, here's an example: I'm single, but I'm not sad,. Life's not about regretting what you didn't do or what you've done wrong, but instead make changes in time for the future to be better. Life is short, make every second count.

I read books "now" (mostly Stephen King) and play alot of boardgames too. I constantly dream about taking the subway, being chased by creepers (as in crazy stalker killers) at summer camps and then babies - a whole lot of baby boys (I'm such a weirdo, I scare myself sometimes.) I can't wait to have children but first I want a dog. A corgi or a pug, preferably a corgi because they run so adorably (my future pug is going to be called Edgar Allan Poe, just so you guys out there know not to name any of your future pets after my pug.)

So here I am, sunrise is happening outside my window and the time is 03.48. It's time to sleep, I know I should but I don't feel like I need to so I won't do it just yet. I love having options, choosing what I want and don't want to do.

I think I won't pressure myself into writing too much because nothing good comes out of it. I don't work that well under unecessary pressure, especially the kind of pressure I put on myself. I'll just do my best and we'll see where it takes me.

Time to sleep!